Hey there! It's Sadeya! I'm a junior at Allen High School. High School is AWESOME! :D I love my friends to death. I don't tolerate liars. I'm bengali, yeah I know we're amazingg.(: I play the violin. Awkward moments define me. I'd sleep all day if I could. Everyone has bad days, I just have more frequent ones. If you don't like me, don't act like you do; it really won't offend me. I've made mistakes, I've let people take advantage of me, and I have accepted way less than I deserve. I'm always a mess. I can never keep my own secrets. I laugh too hard at stupid things. My favorite songs can make me cry. I always watch for 11:11, but I miss it more than I notice it. I get attached easily, and I hold on for too long. I don’t like opening up to people. Most 5 year old children can express their feelings better than me. I hide behind my fake smiles. I’m terrified of being hurt. I tend to act older than I am. I’m probably one of the most difficult people you will ever meet. But I can be sweet. I’m a great listener. I’ll guard your secrets with my life. I will never judge you based on your mistakes, because we all have made mistakes and we all have regrets. I hate thinking about reality and I'm heartsick for all the things that I can't get back. It's kind of hard for me to define myself. I guess I'm just a cliche, "the girl who loved too hard and didn't get anything in return." I dont want to be the heroine in some tragic love story. I just want the one person who has never given me a second thought. I like people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward and imperfect, because that's natural and that's real.

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